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"Oh, God​!​" or: The Unfortunate Lens of Happiness

by The Only Humans

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1.
"Oh, God!" 02:33
Like a subterranean creature who hasn't seen the light in years I break through the surface of the earth and find you standing here Forgive me, I don't mean to stare But, oh God, I love the color of your hair You come in the middle of the night and wait right outside my door Like a supernatural stranger I've been warned about before And my better judgment begs me not to let you in But, oh God, I love the smell of your skin And the lightning strikes the table, and my heart begins to race My fingers twitch and I wake up in an unfamiliar place There's a chemical explosion and I'm caught up in the blast And it burns off every protective layer I've built up with my past And the black smoke clears away, you're the only thing that I see Oh God, what is happening to me?
2.
I was too tired to drive but I came out anyway I tried to figure out every single word that I'd say You told me you'd be waiting up there for me On that bridge in Harmony The water below was black and quiet and clean The fireflies spun circles above, perfecting their routine They didn't think anyone would be up there to see I wondered if you ever thought about me I heard your footsteps coming and I turned to look The lump in my throat cut off every breath I took Standing on that bridge in Harmony I was glass when you looked at me
3.
Wake up extra early Wait for the light Keep waiting, but conditions don't ever come out right So I open up the windows, open up the door Let the rain ruin everything left out on the floor Never finish Start again Put off everything until I don't know when Yeah, I've been looking for a reason To throw all this stuff away Shattered sculptures Fixed with glue The canvas oil paintings That I would have made for you If my shoulder didn't hurt so bad From I don't know what If humidity hadn't swollen All the supply cabinets shut Clean the brushes Strip the paint Wait for you with the patience of a saint Yeah, I know It's gonna happen Someday Yeah, I know It's gonna happen Someday
4.
Busted driver's side window Preventing my escape And the way you pulled your hat down low In case we're caught on tape The static on the radio Sounds like a breaking wave You told me not to turn it off And you told me you're afraid That if we don't ditch this town today We're gonna be here until we die But Valerie, we can't leave this way The stars are blown across the sky Like trash cans on a windy day The gas is running low And we have got no way to pay But you're more concerned with the way the streetlights Are passing by in time With your heartbeat and my breathing And the blinking double yellow line But I am begging you to put away the gun Valerie, before this gets out of hand And I woke up kicking from a dream Where you and I were caught And they wrapped me in a business suit And left me there to rot Now you're burnt out like the dashboard lights And you're calmer than before And you said I could leave if I wanted to But that doesn't make sense to me anymore I'd rather run, like a dying sun Eager to collapse I'd rather let the bloodhounds think We're headed straight into their traps But they won't know where to find us They won't even know where to look So Valerie, you can count me in (Then you sing some "Oh's")
5.
Your brand new vinyl records Were scattered all across your floor And I felt something change forever When I kicked my shoes off by the door You got the candles from the kitchen You turned the lights off in the halls And posters of your favorite movie stars Watched us jealously from the walls And you fell asleep underneath my jacket The record skipping at its end And as your chest rose and fell with every breath I could see the whole world for everything that it was right then I woke up deep into the night I dreamed the world was flooding and I couldn't find you anywhere My heart was threatening to pound out of my chest Until you put your hand there You called me by my full first name That's the moment that I knew Even if we started over and you wiped my memory clean I'd always find my way to you And the orange-red glow from the candles Bridged the darkness between you and me And when you brushed your hair back behind your ear I could see the whole world for everything it was ever going to be
6.
It was 2 AM and the radio was too loud Though no one touched the volume since we arrived We fought to keep our eyes open against the sound of the rain Dissolving the world outside And you almost sounded sober when you told me about trust And the reason no one knows your middle name The ghosts of all of your choices chased each other around the room Until they all looked the same We sat on your bed staring at the empty yellow wall Projecting images of places we'd rather be And dreaming of people we'd rather be with You asked what I could see It looked like a mirror to me And you almost sounded happy when the sky opened up You said it was a sign of all the bigger things on their way And one day all of your choices will be ancient road signs In a hungry wind They'll blow away And you'll forget they were ever made
7.
Nikki 03:27
Nikki hung up the phone and went back to bed Frankie rolled over, kissed the top of her head He said, "When are you going to tell him about us?" Nikki faced the window, watched the streetlight catch the dust Dave at the front desk, from midnight 'til eight Always sees this girl in the lobby so late When he calls her the word she wrote down when she came She almost believes that it's really her name And the light in this bathroom is so dirty and dim She can't see the person she's becoming with him When she came in tonight to scrub herself clean She remembered a time when this wasn't routine Nikki has eyes like the space between stars She dreams that she only exists in the dark When she puts herself together after coming apart She almost forgets to leave space for her heart Nikki jumped out of bed like a bomb just went off She said, "If you love me you'll leave me alone." Most nights when she leaves she says, "I'm going to my place." But tonight when she left she said, "I'm going home." Yeah, tonight when she left she said, "I'm going home."
8.
Losing Game 04:10
It's a losing game You should just walk away But there's a feeling that you just can't shake You could get everything you lost back If you stay It's a noisy night It's a lousy year You're sitting on some screened-in porch Waiting for your mind or the sky to clear And the hours pass But you're drinking this one slowly 'Cause you need the practice Making something last You left your car behind Vanished into the night I found you at a construction site In the skeleton of someone's future life On the second floor Sitting in a window frame I asked you why you disappeared You bit your fingernails like they're to blame And you looked so young You said you think the moon gets jealous 'Cause it knows that it can't shine without the sun There's no easy way across You keep losing but you can't accept the loss And your eyes read like a horoscope That said giving up or letting go Doesn't mean you didn't have the strength to care Just some things are going to be beyond repair It's a lasting doubt It's a silent shout A late-night walk to find yourself Or the furthest point before the world runs out And they'll say you've changed "Come back, fix the mess you made" And they'll sit around like loan sharks who are Waiting on some debt you haven't paid And you're so unsure 'Cause you know you should feel sorry But you don't know what you should feel sorry for Yeah, you know you should feel sorry But you don't think you feel sorry anymore
9.
The night that I stopped lying about everything I was The air outside your building was hot and wet and thick There was nothing that you couldn't see when you looked into my eyes And the Monday evening fog was coming in and spreading quick And you still had your work clothes on Yeah, you were the rock that my heart would break upon The headlights didn't help at all and the car didn't make a sound If we change our minds tomorrow we can always turn around I knew everything about you then as we crossed the state line The tattoo of the arrow on the inside of your arm The bracelet on your wrist with the skull and cross bone charm And your name, which sounded so good next to mine And you still had your work clothes on Yeah, you were the rock that my heart would break upon

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released December 22, 2017

The Only Humans are:

Moises Diaz - Drums
Renée Gauthier - Bass, Violin, Backing Vocals
Tim Howd - Vocals, Rhythm and Lead Guitar
Neil Morrissey - Violin, Bass, Backing Vocals

The Only Humans also are:

Elio DeLuca - Bass, Piano, Organ, Wurlitzer, & Percussion

Words & Music by Timothy J. Howd

String Arrangements by Neil Morrissey & Renée Gauthier
Additional Arrangements by Elio DeLuca

Produced by Elio DeLuca and The Only Humans
Recorded & Mixed by Elio DeLuca at The Soul Shop, Medford, Mass
Mastered by TW Walsh

Artwork by Alyssa McCallion
Layout by Renée Gauthier

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Renée Gauthier
Tim Howd
Lillian Edith Martin
Neil Morrissey
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